I am so angry!
And i have absolutely no one to share my feelings with.
Firstly: its so complicated, i can not explain the story without looking nutz.
Secondly: its unstoppable and never finishes.
I was having such a productive time until yesterday.I thought , ok i can deal with this. But no, i can not. Its like being part of a ritual, where there is nothing real. I have no idea, how can good, honest, Godly, law abiding people , be like this.
And no one can force me to pray extra, read subjects i do not want, or frankly say or share anything, i do not want.
I don’t even know how to explain what i feel.
My one mind says, close tv, newspaper, internet and shut everything off. But why should i do that? What about my freedom!
Oh ya, the rainbow will be back on 25th…oh ya..thank you for another bout of lying and games and blah blah blah
Also i know this makes no sense..this is just anger outburst not a confessional…
shraddha
